Wednesday, January 31, 2007,12:58 pm
nothingg much today . haiis .
ohkay . im lying .
there's ALOT today .
thoughts racing in my mind from all over the place .
am i just thinking too much ?
ladidaas .
woke up kinda late today .
i spent the night reading the comics =x
needed to relieve stress :D
hm . actuually woke up le .
but . when i went to change .
i saw ling's bed so nice and comfortable .
i fell asleep there .
and by the time i woke up . about 7 le !
so . chiong chiong chiong .
in the endd . qiang was still laterr than me .
tsk tsk .
haas . it was nice going to school togetherr .
family bonding ?
haa . first time without tantrums . without strain .
in the endd . was quite late .
they hadd hnf today .
and . didnt feel like joining them in the canteen .
dont know why .
feeling kinda funny . yet surprising stable these few days .
so .. just sat at the parade square wait for julia to come .
hahaha .
neh neh .
she later than me =x
hmm. she seems quite confused about herr coming birthday .
maybe let herr sort things out before we jio her out ba .
on standby ! hahahah.
ss was kinda fun today .
ms ibaidah shared many stories.
making us laughh . haha .
quite a stressful day actuually .
kan chiong to finish this and that .
work seems to be coming in non stop .
but .
must maintain stamina !
just a few more months .
JIAYOU ! :DD
by the time it was geog .
everyone was seriously exhausted .
seriously . julia, fiqah, sharmini .
they like werent feeling well .
worried forr them ):
we must pull through together !
when the bell rang for lunch .
we were very relieved .
but then . still hadd afternoon timetable to go !
im kinda surprised we pulled through .
i guess .
it was because of the fun assembly .
and swiped's game cheered us up too yea ?
mr martin .
haas . could see his new approach to engage us in his talk .
successfull i guess .
we were laughing through it.
but . the main message was still clear (:
we HAVE indeed reached a point where tomorrow is TODAY .
can we afford to procrastinate anymore ?
the phrase .
never put off to tomorrow what you can do today
never rang so evidently in my head before .
leadership is based on influence .
as well as the choices we make .
kinda reminds me of batman .
where the guy said .
"its not who we are but what we do that defines us"
maybe ? but what if we spend our whole lives hiding our true selves .
also the one hiding inside the shell ?
its frightening to know that there are people like that around.
must liberate them ! :D
ohOH .
even in geog today .
when mr koh shared with us the pyramid .
what if we DO end up depleting our own population .
it is kinda scary to think about it .
if what he says is true .
why are we still so ignorantly taking things for granted ?
only saying .
but not taking any action ?
julia says .
this might end up becoming the end of mankind .
where Jesus would return .
maybe ? i dont know . hmm .
wanted to do lit after lesson .
but . fiqah wanted to walk home .
could sense jiamin was kinda reluctant .
everyone was tiredd .
but . i didnt want to say too much ba .
and fiqah needed this walk to sort out her stuff .
shalini . julia and meifoong stopped and took a bus halfway .
julia said . she felt din dei ?
haiis . i really wonder .
why she feels insecure with us ? )):
hm . basically just talk and talk to bp .
sorry jiamin if we caused a misunderstanding .
there's no misunderstanding .
we know youu (:
we know that you dont like to be late .
hope youu dont think we were forcing you =x
suddenly alot of things crept up on my mind .
countless things .
on valentines day .
should i go ? i dont know )):
feels wierd . though cherie says it wont be .
aiyo . i dont know .
insecurities ba .
orr maybe . the stress is getting to our heads .
or not . PMS ?
feck larhs .
dad keep pushing me to let him use the com le .
cant blog le .
so much homework !!
ohkay ohkay . better get started .
must concentrate .
JIAYOU ! :D
heartofGodchurch